If You, O Lord, should mark in me, Your child, some wounds and tears of my baptismal garb, I pray that You would heal and mend them now, that You would lift Your servant from this place where he has fallen into dust and filth. O God, my God, Who ne'er forsakes His own, You know that I have suffered here a loss, a rift within my soul, a broken heart; You know that all my lowly misery does stem from my mortality and sin. O cleanse me now, O Holy Ancient One, and make me once again a child of light; return me to that day, baptismal grace to wash my soul and body in Your love, illumine me and set my being right. O Christ, You grant Your perfect joy to me, and it shall never be too far away, if only I will broken be for You; so break my heart, that I may be renewed, born from above to live communion's love. March 2001